(I have a choice.)
Him: Do I have to?
(He lightly caresses me with his hands.)
Me: NO, NO, NO, NO. I won't do it without one.
(I pull back.)
Him: Why not? Don't you love me?
(He reaches for my hand unsuccessfully.)
Me: NO, NO, NO. Yes, I love you, but I still want you to use one.
(The real reason why is left unsaid.)
Him: No, you don't really love me.
(He looks at me with a sad face.)
Me: I do love you.
(I don't like him feeling sad.)
Him: We have done it before without one.
(He smiles at me.)
Me: NO, NO. That was then.
(I love his smile.)
Him: Come on baby.
(He approaches me.)
Me: NO. I wish you'd use a condom.
(But I know he doesn't want to.)
Him: You love me you know.
(He wraps himself around me holding me tight against him.)
Me: I do love you.
(I hold him back to be nice.)
Him: Please baby do it for us.
(He kisses and caresses me.)
Me: Ummm....I don't know.
(I don't want to disappoint him.)
Him: Show me you love me.
(He pushes my buttons without me being aware.)
Me: Well... umm...
(I don't really want to, but ...)
Him: That's my girl.
(He undresses me and I him.)
Me: You are so good.
(I say this as he is inside of me.)
Him: I love you.
(He is happy; I'm glad one of us is.)
Me: Do you really love me?
(I can feel it is too late for me now.)
Him: I will always love you.
(He looks so relaxed and happy.)
Me: Me too.
(I sigh with sadness tinged with regret.)
Him: Is was good wasn't it?
(He doesn't want to hear no.)
Me: Yes, it was.
(Soon, inside my body, two cells will multiply and divide after becoming one.)
Him: Glad you like it.
(He smiles a big smile.)
Me: Yes, I did.
(But what choice did I have?)
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