I am almost finished with college.
It has not been easy with my daughter.
I was such a "good girl" then.
I needed to be that because otherwise,
I would have been a "bad girl".
"Good girl" or "bad girl" the choice was easy to make.
So I let him do what he wanted with my body
because being a "good girl" was who I was,
and a "good girl" will always please her partner.
That's what I believed then.
I had unprotected sex, and then a baby
because that is what he wanted, not me.
However, I had to be a "good girl".
During my pregnancy, I began to stand up to him
for now it was not just about him and me.
And after she was born, I stood up to him even more.
I fought more and more with him, so eventually, I told him bye.
Really, I did not want her, but she has taught me something
that I will treasure and teach her.
I will teach her to that she does not have to be a .good girl".
Instead, she can say stand up for herself, say no and mean it!
and still be a Good Girl.
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