but they don't, so I wait and wait.
Then I take action to move them forward.
As I take action, I feel overwhelmed, scared.
However, I do take it.
I will not let myself be held hostage by my fears.
It's so easy and natural to be let myself hold myself hostage.
This once I will not fall into that trap.
That trap of spiraling into my head deeper and deeper.
Losing connection to what is possible and even to reality itself.
Instead I have learned to have faith in myself,
and to move forward one step at a time.
It matters not how fast or how slow I move forward.
It only matters that I move forward.
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