Tuesday, April 30, 2019

Hope


Life goes on.



The wait goes on..

Wonder what is next?

Do I care?

I wonder if I do.

But I do.

More than what I want to admit.

I go on because I want to.

Because it is my choice.

I will not give up.

I will not lose hope.

Life is beautiful.

Life is getting better.








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Sunday, January 20, 2019

I Want


What do I want?

I do not know.

I always defer to the other.

Really, I just go along.

Yes, whether I want to or not.

My happiness does not matter.

Only yours does.

 How do I know what I want?

What does it matter?

My feelings do not matter.

What if you say no?

I just want you to tell me what to do.

Ok, ok.  I will tell you.

You will not be angry, will you?ant

Good. I want, I want...

I want to lie next to you.

To feel you heart beating.

To have you hold me.

Nothing else.

Thank you





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Saturday, December 29, 2018

Oh? Oh. Oh!

It's normal.

That's the way it should be.

That's the way it was done.

That's the way I learned normal.

But just because you learned it as normal,

does not mean, it is right.

 Oh? Oh. Oh!

My god, you are right!

I am so sorry,

but sorry does not undo the memories

of the pain that I have inflicted on you.

I hate the one who taught me this way,

yet I do the same,

so how do I feel about me?

How do I break this cycle?

I have to do it myself

for only I can change me.

 However, it will be easier with you at my side.


Nevertheless, you want a break to reflect on what you want.

I understand and accept.

I hope you come back, but that is not my decision to make.

Therefore, love will be set free, and if our love still exists,

it will come back.

If not, I will move on after wishing you the best.

That is normal.



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Saturday, November 3, 2018

Together

As we start our journey together, 

We must focus on what is important. 

What really matters is communication. 

For that is the mortar that binds us in love. 

Love is strengthened by compromising. 

Love is strengthened by actively listening.  

Love is strengthened by caring. 

Love is strengthened by mutual respect. 

Love is strengthened by asking for help. 

Love is strengthened by leaning on each other. 

Love is strengthened by positive feelings. 

So together in life, our love will guide us. 

Guide us on our journey together. 

Sunday, September 30, 2018

The past for me is like a prison

Where the key has long since been thrown away.

But I want to be outside these walls

Where love, touch, and fresh air exist.

What are they like

For dim memories of them exist.

Exist still?

Who knows.

All I desire is to be free

Where long forgotten memories can rediscovered.

And have new memories formed


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Saturday, August 11, 2018

Comfortable Silence

Thank you.  Nice to be here with you too.

Really? I am glad you had such a nice day.

Comfortable Silence.

What are you thinking about?

Tell me please.

I do not know. 

Thank you letting me decide.

Comfortable Silence.

I agree to that.

Nice to be with you too.

I am happy to be with you too.

Comfortable Silence.

You want to what? 

Thank you for letting me decide.

Comfortable Silence.

I agree to that.

I love you too.

Comfortable Silence.

Saturday, June 23, 2018

Not Really

Just want to withdraw.

Just want to be alone.

Not because I want to withdraw.

Not because I want to be alone.

It is comforting for me.

Isolation is too much my friend.

A false friend it is.

Not really there for me.

Not like people I care about.

People who ask how I am.

People who mean it.

People who will give me a hug when asked.

People who care about me.

They are there.

I just need to let them in.


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