Sunday, September 30, 2018

The past for me is like a prison

Where the key has long since been thrown away.

But I want to be outside these walls

Where love, touch, and fresh air exist.

What are they like

For dim memories of them exist.

Exist still?

Who knows.

All I desire is to be free

Where long forgotten memories can rediscovered.

And have new memories formed


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Saturday, August 11, 2018

Comfortable Silence

Thank you.  Nice to be here with you too.

Really? I am glad you had such a nice day.

Comfortable Silence.

What are you thinking about?

Tell me please.

I do not know. 

Thank you letting me decide.

Comfortable Silence.

I agree to that.

Nice to be with you too.

I am happy to be with you too.

Comfortable Silence.

You want to what? 

Thank you for letting me decide.

Comfortable Silence.

I agree to that.

I love you too.

Comfortable Silence.

Saturday, June 23, 2018

Not Really

Just want to withdraw.

Just want to be alone.

Not because I want to withdraw.

Not because I want to be alone.

It is comforting for me.

Isolation is too much my friend.

A false friend it is.

Not really there for me.

Not like people I care about.

People who ask how I am.

People who mean it.

People who will give me a hug when asked.

People who care about me.

They are there.

I just need to let them in.


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Wednesday, May 30, 2018

Together

Fear slowly envelops me.

I used to ignore it;

pretend it does not exist.

But you are here,

reminding me, I am ok.

My fear is mine to admit or ignore.

I look at you and feel your touch.

My breathing slows.

I focus on your words;

I feel your touch.

Your love and caring brighten my life.

And the fear ebbs.

We walk together in sunshine, smiling.

Twinkles of love in our eyes.


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Sunday, April 29, 2018

Why Change?

I want to be perfect.

Never make a mistake.

But that is not reality

So instead my anxiety flairs up.

I dictate instead of communicate.

You get upset.

Our communication breaks down.

I beat myself up.

We talk.

Things are fine again.

How long will you put up with this?

Why cannot I change?

To accept myself for who I am.

Release my feelings instead of keeping them bottled up inside.

Change is not easy.

But it can be done.

Yes, it can.

I want to change.

I will change.

I will do it for me.

I will do it for us

For I want us to be happy together.

For I love you.




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Saturday, March 24, 2018

Why? Why? Why?

Why do you treat me so well?

Why are you so gentle with me?

Why have you been so loving to me?


Why do you care about me so much?

Why are you so happy with me?

Why have you been so good to me?


Why do you love me so sweetly?

Why are you so nice to me?

Why have you been so happy with me?


I love you so much.

I am so happy with you.

I have asked you to marry me.




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Sunday, February 18, 2018

So why ask me?

What do I want?

I do not know.

I just want to please you.

To give you want you want.

That is all: no more; no less.

So why ask me what I want?

I love you too.

Not used to others pleasing me.

Only give; not take.

That is what I was taught.

So why ask me what I want?

I care about you too.

Yes, I will finish what you want me too:

"I want to ....

I do not know.

What if I say something wrong?

What if you get mad at me?

What if you put me down?

Will you hit me?

Will you force me to do something?

Should I just smile a faux smile?

So why ask me what I want?

You mean the world to me too.

Cannot believe you care about me.

Care about my feelings.

Care about what I want.

This is what I want.

I want to ....

Welcome.

Let's go now.



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