Trust, I want to trust you so much.
To be held in your strong arms,
and made to feel safe and secure.
Yet, I feel wary of trusting you,
of trusting anyone, of trusting myself.
How can I trust myself, trust anyone, trust you?
Maybe I will make a mistake again.
Will you be a mistake?
Maybe you will hurt me?
Maybe, my love, you will hurt me?
Should I take down my walls?
Be vulnerable for you to love?
or to exploit?
I want one, but am afraid of the other.
Which one do I want, and which one am I afraid of?
you ask me.
I do not know is the reply.
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