Let Go

Why could you not help me?

Instead you put me down;

you belittled me.

And I stuffed it all inside.

I stuffed my anger,

and blamed myself instead of you.

I felt I was back in school being bullied.

Blackness surrounds me,

and only now am I realizing it.

By realizing my anger, I see options.

Options lessen the darkness,

and make me feel in control.

Maybe it is too late,

and some options will be closed to me;

however, other options exist now,

or will open up.

I just need to see the light,

let go of the anger,

and remember I am ok.





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I Wonder No More

At last, I know.

I know at last.

And that is all I wanted.

To stop wondering,

to stop guessing,

to quiet my mind.

I am normal,

but for me,

normal is not like

it is for others.

And that is OK.

I am OK, OK, OK.

Breathe deep, relax.

It is ok;

I am ok.

Not a freak,

not a curiosity.

I am happy

to know and

have a diagonsis,

instead of wondering.

I wonder no more.

I know.




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