I love you.

But I have never told you that.

Nor have I ever kissed you.

 My head resting on your chest.

My left ear hearing your heartbeat.

Been so hurt in my past.

Afraid to move on.

Yet feeling wanting to be naked with you.

Our bodies joined together.

Wrapping my body around yours.

Feel a squeeze.

My head raises.

There is my Adonis

Smile back at him.

Being teased to kiss him.

Touching our lips together.

We kiss.

Not stopping until we both are relaxed.

Lying next to each other skin to skin.

Smiling at him.

Then my heart says 'I love you.'

 

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Breeze and Ocean

You are an ocean breeze: fresh and clean

You are an ocean wave:gently rolling

You are the breeze and the waves
 
You spread joy and happiness with each sea breeze and wave

You have always been there for me

Refreshing the senses and clearing obstacles in the way

Senses that feel the breeze more intensely now

Senses that feel the path without stumbling

Happiness you bring with each gentle breeze and each rolling wave

















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Moving On With Life

Anxiety has run my life

Never realized it

Until now

Learning to let it go

Not so easy

But doing it

It feels good

Enjoying the lack of tension

Hard to stay relaxed

But learning how to do it

Happy to be living without it









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Standing Up

You cannot do x.

I have done it for years and like it.

Feeling bad; wondering what I have done wrong.

Inside me the anger festers.

Breathing deep, my anger calms down with time.

Finding someone who I thought I wronged, I talk to her.

She tells me you did nothing wrong.

The president is there, and tells me to continue helping.

Standing up for myself, talking in a calm voice, helped me.

Made me feel happy with myself.

Second time in a week.

First time, elsewhere, I was asked about a friend who I love.

She has medical issued, and he asked me why go with this loser?

I answered in firm voice that she is great.

He shut up.

Smiling for standing up for myself.

Standing up for me has been the right decision.

For if I do not stand up for myself, who will?

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I Wonder No More

At last, I know.

I know at last.

And that is all I wanted.

To stop wondering,

to stop guessing,

to quiet my mind.

I am normal,

but for me,

normal is not like

it is for others.

And that is OK.

I am OK, OK, OK.

Breathe deep, relax.

It is ok;

I am ok.

Not a freak,

not a curiosity.

I am happy

to know and

have a diagonsis,

instead of wondering.

I wonder no more.

I know.




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My Dream

My dream is coming true.

I can see it.

The sky shines a bright blue.


My dream is occurring in perfect pitch.

 I can hear it.

The music is playing without a hitch


My dream is coating each taste bud.

I can taste it.

The succulence no longer tastes like mud.


My dream is enveloping me.

I can feel it.

I feel so free.






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Was It Worth It?

Hope, my friend, I see you

and appreciate you.

You have stuck by me,

while I wandered in darkness,

doubting myself, and feeling low.

But you stuck by me, and cheered me on

no matter how low I felt.

So I never gave up. Never.

I trudged through the depths of my soul,

and you were always there,

even when I did not see you;

Even when I rejected you;

Even when I did not want you around.

You stuck by me.

And now the question, "Was it worth it?"

has been answered with a simple reply

of I believe in me.

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Dream

Dream the dreams of peace.

Dream so that you wake up refreshed.

Dream about ones you love.

Dream of happiness.

Dream to find your self-love.

Dream on and on and on.

Dream, happy dreams.

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Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!

For being my friend. :)

You have helped me so much to be myself

and not what I thought I was.

I care for you so much

hugs, hugs, hugs.

My life is so much better

because of you my friend.

You have made me happier and wiser.

I am flying so high now,

I can see you in the distance.

Wishing we can one day

spend some time alone

maybe just talking and hugging,

maybe more.

But whatever happens or not,

I still would whisper in your ear:

Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!

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