but what do I have left?
Nothing, except an empty void.
All my security is gone.
and nothing is left.
An empty shell of me exists.
Why do I find it so hard to draw a line?
To say no in a polite way, and stick to it.
To tell you, let's look at the budget;
see what we can afford.
When in bed, I let you please yourself
and not me: I just feel scared.
What would happen if I said no,
and kept saying no?
Don't know as I was not raised that way.
Maybe I should stick up for me.
To say NO and mean NO.
but can I do it?
With what is left of me?
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