No Poem

End of the month and no poem
because I chose to roam.

Away from all
I had a ball.

Now back to the grind
I hope I can keep sane my mind.

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Answers

I want answers; I want answers; I want answers

to questions that will never be asked,

nor would I know the truth, if answers came.

For if answers came, would they be the truth,

or just words spoken to calm my mind.

Would words just spoken calm my mind;

or would they just make me wonder,

if what I was hearing was the truth?

I want answers; I want answers; I want answers,

or do I?

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Moving On

It's not so easy to move on.

Sometimes I want to not face myself.

Then, at times, I want to go back.

Go back to undo the past.

At other times, the future is the key.

Either way, past or present, I am running -

running from me, away from me -

running away from reality.

Then slowly, surely, I face myself -

not alone this time.

I appreciate my friends -

who get me to live again -

live in the present -

where reality is.

Moving on is not easy -

but with my friends help -

self-acceptance is moving on within me.

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Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!

For being my friend. :)

You have helped me so much to be myself

and not what I thought I was.

I care for you so much

hugs, hugs, hugs.

My life is so much better

because of you my friend.

You have made me happier and wiser.

I am flying so high now,

I can see you in the distance.

Wishing we can one day

spend some time alone

maybe just talking and hugging,

maybe more.

But whatever happens or not,

I still would whisper in your ear:

Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!

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Shapeless Fear

I wonder while living with my fear.

Fear which is not known.

Fear which has no shape or form.

Nothing tangible.

Tangible is good - even if it is bad.

Then I could move on.

Move on to whatever awaits.

I can do no more.

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What is it?

All better after a couple of weeks.

Then three weeks later, it is back.

Or is it?

Is it something else?

Is it what I fear?

Is it nothing to fear?

Or is it everything I fear?

What I don't know is the biggest fear.

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Forward

In limbo, waiting for things to happen;

but they don't, so I wait and wait.

Then I take action to move them forward.

As I take action, I feel overwhelmed, scared.

However, I do take it.

I will not let myself be held hostage by my fears.

It's so easy and natural to be let myself hold myself hostage.

This once I will not fall into that trap.

That trap of spiraling into my head deeper and deeper.

Losing connection to what is possible and even to reality itself.

Instead I have learned to have faith in myself,

and to move forward one step at a time.

It matters not how fast or how slow I move forward.

It only matters that I move forward.

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